Lately I've been feeling very conflicted about my art lately.
One minute I'm feeling deeply inspired and want to draw all the things (I got myself a small notebook that I use specifically for small rough drafts so I can get the basic idea down.) but then another time I'll look at my gallery, get disgusted, and want to baawlete everything, but I know I'll regret it if I do.
I'm currently a junior in college, and I'm looking into another university to study the degree I actually want, since my current one doesn't offer it. (Also working on raising my GPA as high as possible, since I'm not sure if my financial aid will transfer. Can't be too careful you know?)
Recently since I've been in a really bad slump of depression, I dug a hole for myself in one of my classes. (Doesn't help this teacher is the 8th circle of hell super mega-devil. And I'm not just saying that either, I have yet to fail or miss a single assignment since I've been at this university. I'm almost at a 3.0)
With this being said, in order to get myself out of this hole, unfortunately I'm going to have to cancel my monthly freebies I intended to do this year. I'll try my best to have different freebies and raffles in the future, maybe over the summer. But for now I gotta get myself back together and work hard.
Plus...I already know I have a long way to go with my art. I already know there's so much I need to improve on.
No I'm not declaring myself dead or anything, obviously I'm still drawing and have been doing a lot better at being on a schedule for it. I just feel like for now I need to close any way of receiving art from me until this semester is over. (Minus maybe some surprise gift art or something.)
Until then guys.